The Memory Trap
In Neil Young's catalog of odd, beautiful tunes, "Will to Love" (1977) may be the oddest and, this week anyway, the most beautiful for me. It's perhaps even more singular than "Ambulance Blues," and certainly a lot darker.
Neil recorded the song in front of a gently-cracking fireplace, singing a melody so fluid that he would never again be able to recreate it. The song was about a salmon swimming upstream, literally, relentlessly driven with the need to mate:
And now my fins are in the air And my belly's scraping on the rocks I still think someone really cares And I'll keep swimming till I stop. Got the will to love, the will to love.
Nothing about this "Will to Love" is ordinary. Played in the background, this song, taken from the rustic 1977 "American Stars n Bars" would sound like just another singer-songwriter acoustic guitar-based ballad.
The crackling fire is only one of the sonic oddities that float through this song, giving it a dark dreamlike-like feel. A piano, and then an organ, rambles in for a few measures, way in the background, off-key and offbeat. Neil's voice swims through various filters, while vibraphone notes frame the otherwise chaotic song gracefully. Neil played all the instruments, and sang the harmonies.
Young offered the going up for Crosby, Still, Nash & Young -- who could never get it quite right. Today, it sounds closer to the offhand surreal Ariel Pink two generations later, than it did to any of his folk-rock contemporaries, aka. Stephen Stills. And Neil himself never played it live. Critics varied wildly in their opinion of the number, though Young himself maintains that it "might be one of the best records I ever made."
# | Artist | Tracks Played |
---|---|---|
#1 | Neil Young |
59 |
#2 | Bla Bartk |
25 |
#3 | Brian Eno |
25 |
#4 | Hayes Carll |
19 |
#5 | Steve Roach |
15 |
#6 | Jon Hopkins |
14 |
#7 | Buddy Holly |
13 |
#8 | John Maus |
13 |
#9 | The Dandy Warhols |
13 |
#10 | Dolly Parton |
9 |
# | Name | Artist |
---|---|---|
#1 | American Stars 'n Bars |
Neil Young |
#2 | What It Is |
Hayes Carll |
#3 | Greatest Hits |
Buddy Holly |
#4 | Screen Memories |
John Maus |
#5 | Why You so Crazy |
The Dandy Warhols |
#6 | Ace of Cups |
The Ace Of Cups |
#7 | String Quartets Vol.I |
Bartok |
#8 | Singularity |
Jon Hopkins |
#9 | Zuma |
Neil Young |
#10 | Another Green World |
Brian Eno |
# | Song | Artist | Times Played |
---|---|---|---|
#1 | Will to Love |
Neil Young |
14 |
#2 | The Miraculous Mandarin |
Bla Bartk |
4 |
#3 | An Ending (Ascent) |
Brian Eno |
4 |
#4 | It Doesn't Matter Anymore |
Buddy Holly |
4 |
#5 | Homegrown |
Neil Young |
4 |
Quite a revelation from Neil’s lost decade. I’m hearing the seeds of “Freedom” in there
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